Always wondered what Jason was writing in this journal. All musicians are sensitive artistes, I guess, I just never knew he wrote poetry. Anyhow, I’m commandeering the thing since wherever the hell he is, he doesn’t need it any more.
Jesus, I can’t believe he’s gone. I wish I’d told him.
This is the kind of shit you see in movies. Guy goes out for a day-trip with his friend, storm picks up, beats the hell out of them, guy gets knocked out by a falling piece of the boat. Guy wakes up in open water, GPS fried, his friend staring blankly–like he’s the one with the head injury.
He kept talking about faces in the water. Jesus.
Goddammit, why did I go to sleep? Why didn’t I stay awake and watch him?
I’m probably going to burn this fucking diary when I get home – well, my parts at least. But I need something to do or I’ll go crazy. I’m washed up on this rock, Jason disappeared overboard (or into thin air, I guess) three days ago, and there’s still no rescue.
Weird, but that’s not a complaint. I don’t want one. Not after I let him down like that.
Ran around the edge of the island today–the thing is small as hell, and nothing in any direction.
Fuck, why can’t I cry?
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